I found these two words when i googled ANC.

I am the one you hate, the man that destroys realationships the one who influences others into orgys of sex and violence and narcotic abuse best beware because i will destroy your childrens innocence, thats me full on phsycotic drug fiend , get real im a 23 year old crappy writer who has problems i write them out my thoughts dreams failures expectations, take the time to find out who i am you migh

If I had a choice to kill destroy or maim I would love to cause pain
In the central part of the lame game they call fame I hope it’s not a shame when you fly across the room
Boom motherfucker
Just wondering if you are listening, to lead pencils shoved into your eyes
Fed up with all the lies and the shit that’s stuck up in my bed
This shit is too heavy my heart is breaking like a levy

Am I that easy to disregard if I knew I could honestly say we spoke about the father the son and the holy ghost maybe I should fade\away from your life give you peace I will carry this box until my death locked away all my dreams trying to hold on tight to the burning fire in my heart there I go combustion of my soul my blood is ice in my veins you stole from my lips the words that meant everythin

waking up in another body
this is not me , i dont feel my mind is attached to the right soul,
ripped apart and thrown into the warp slammed into nothing.
Swirling flailing seeing nothing , feeling a part of everything.
Holes through light , drifting slowly
in the ether .

Sitting on the fence is bullshit; action is the only thing that causes reaction.
Balls are set in motion, iron skinned thirst black rages I take too much too heart.
Too young must be stupid put the world on my shoulders.
God made me for that
So thirsty, metallic nectar
Yes I must be a freak.
My growing pains
The only way through is through
Forget about one and two.

Soft silky seductive
Red riveting rivulets
Dripping darkly dropping
Kissing kinky knowing
Smiling slowly sucking
Blue beautiful beckoning
Falling faster franticly
Holding her heart
Lingering lover l'amore

So I think I like to think of myself as nice yeah a nice guy problem is .that nice people these days are regarded as stupid so what happens when you have been taken advantage of to the point that you don’t want to be nice anymore that you start harboring regrets inside yourself mistakes that because of your niceness (blindness to others true intentions and manipulations of the heart.

Rain in the sky the deep orange hues reflect through the grey city
Spit spat drip, drip, slosh, wet shoes smiling eyes.
I see her blue eyes through the cold sheets of the rain our smiles connect the distance my heart screams home .
I’m in her arms her lips open to mine in a heady rush of pure beauty total perfection .
Rain, smile, kiss touch, smell falling into you.

I want to lie down in the cemetery, feel the cool wind on my face,
looking up makes me never want to come down.I want to get lost in the
perfect endless blue that is your eyes, i drown when your too near, i
drown and i don't mind if i never breathe again, trust the serpent so
beautiful secretive trust the cat never able to make up his mind

I'm sober

Today I saw the sun
I really perceived
My insignificance
To the light of love

I'm sober
To how you tried to fuck me up inside
You did
Lost in my love for you
I refused to let go

I'm sober
I was nothing more than a passing fancy
Don't try and rescue a boy who doesn't want it
I let you in
You trashed my heart with a cross

I'm sober

The smell of blood floated into the sky as the burning flames of apocalypse approached he grinned throwing flaming blasts the size of small continents in the ether This is the end time it has to be right this is why I have awoken To destroy all of creation .

Liar there is no fire within your heart , cold calculated hurt placed within the tounge that speaks of nothing , empty heart empty head i hope you wake up to find that you lost the most beautifull thing in the world , all your motives where deception manipulator silver tounge honey lips , Seek me out and i will show you true aristocratic arrogance at the tip of my gun point 45 hollow point bullets

She is perfection .
A walking goddess
of chaos Incarnate
Infinite .
Star Child .

There are times where I want you and only you
There are the times when you are not here and I feel lost and alone drowning my little soul in narcotics and alcohol waiting for you again.

inside my head all of the people are dead
all of the eyes that loved me are leaking lead

i have been to close to the dark and what i have been fed,
is broken words, lies and glass coated in honey and red

led down the paths in my mind, that make me scream in hate,
is this it is this all i have to look forward too in this twisted realm of fate .

with someone who gets me and stuff and i love her but at times i feel i complicate her life i dont want to complicate her , ever .

i love you want to be with you end of story

dont want to marry you

or control you , just kiss you and hold your hand

fuck what is wrong with me i shouldnt feel like this but i do .

i dont understand why i am like i am around you

I dont mind if you do what you do .
i dont mind who you see and why .
ill never question your decisions .

i guess i might be the most uncomplicated guy .

feelings true , happy healthy love .

dodging crazy making black holes of sick toxic lust

the truth is love is not only blind but deaf .

Romeo juliette sold you out .

i know what i feel is right .

I feel the roughness behind my shoulder blades ,
its pushing through the skin ,
i scream as the wings burst through my flesh
bloodied , and unbowed i stand proud .
my athenian blood courses through me mixed with germanic.
im thirsty , the blood is pouring down my back
naked in front of them watching, waiting, Burning alive .
itching for a challenge any reason to spill blood .

I am the symptom of the problem ,
all i can do is say to you, its your life , with your own decisions ,
and i do truly love you so i will set you free .